facebook official
Today I finally converted my facebook format to timeline. At first, I was really annoyed and embarrassed as to what hid in the following years, what embarrassing comments were left on my wall and what immature status updates were lingering from my past. Surely enough, read some super old posts and laughed a little. I wanted to delete just about everything, but I realized everything happens for a reason and if I hadn’t had those experiences in my past I wouldn’t be as happy as I am today. So I basically said fuck it midway deleting everything and decided to focus on what is happening now, my present.
So today, Khoi and I decided to make our relationship facebook official because it doesn’t matter what lingers in our past, but what really matters is what we have to look forward to in the future. <3
I’m upset. F this Christmas. Hope everyone else has a nice holiday.
OWN UP TO IT
You know what irks me the most? When someone does not admit that they’re wrong or own up to what they’ve done. Cowards.
Honestly, I am not judgmental at all. You can be a total bitch, an adulterer, a homewrecker, a whore for all I care, but when you can’t admit that you are lets just say a homewrecker, then thats when I have a problem with you.
I have friends that have been “the other guy/girl,” and some of them are still my friends today. What makes them my friend still is that they owned up to what they did, whether they’re still with that person or not, they had enough balls and enough courage to admit to their actions. I’m not saying flaunt it, but I’m saying admitting to it.
There are some bitches in the world that deny deny deny, play the victim card and pretend that they were completely clueless, play it off like they weren’t the bitch that homewrecked a perfectly good relationship.
Seriously, if that person had the decency to admit that her so-called relationship was first established through deceit, lying, and cheating…. I would have so much more respect for her. You did a bad thing, there’s no doubt about it, but to go on living day in and day out pretending that you’ve done nothing wrong and that you’re clueless to the fact that you’ve hurt a shit ton of people and that you’re somehow the victim in all of this… IS DEFINITELY NOT OK IN MY BOOK!
You know who you are, at one point, I really looked up to you, but once you lied to my face, lied to people who actually cared about you… I gave up on you. I’ve seriously given you about 100 chances to just own up to it, tell me the truth and admit what you have with your significant other all started with late night sleepovers and heavy petting while his girlfriend waited patiently down the hall, in the other room… in the same room. You honestly should be ashamed of yourself, but despite all of that if you just admitted that, then not only would I let you in my life again, but I would also respect you a lot more.
I hurt my best friend by dating the same guy she was talking to my senior year. Although we’re no longer best friends, we’re still friends. It did take time, but the moment I could, the moment I realized what I did was wrong, I owned up to it. I could have went to college, started anew, new me, new everything, but I chose to expose that part of me, the part that double crossed my friend, why? Because that was something I had done and of course regretted, but that was something that I, Angelina Nguyen did. If anyone hated me for it, then so be it, but I wasn’t hiding that part of me, pretending that I was little Ms. Perfect.
Fucking just admit you’re a bitch and get on with your life. I’ve held this anger in for far too long. You used to be someone to me, and now you’re nothing to me. You did this, now just fucking own up to what you did, seriously… woman up, seriously.
